Maternal Deprivation

This is what Maternal Deprivation looks like.......

October 2, 2015

B: I'm afraid to just text and call you to talk to my kid's. I am being treated as if I were a criminal yet I have commited no crimes. I've done nothing wrong. This has been scary as holy hell can be. I just want to love my boys. That's all, and I feel I can't because they are being kept away from me by you, your family, Kim, Emily, and now the State of Florida. You know I am outnumbered and it is no surprise to me that you have barely testified in my defense. How long have you been planning this attack? Since before we got married I take it? I would have never done anything like this to you because we made a pact not to. I mean what I say, and I have always kept my promises. Yet, I saw you were texting bitches even before we were married but I trusted you when you told me you would never keep our kid's from eachother and that you would have my back and be faithful to me. Yet, you did, and you could not defend our kid's and I when we really needed your support. You left us high and dry.

Then you went out of your way to erase me from my kid's lives. Bouncing from school to school so I couldn't keep up with their studies. Making my children believe that they are not loved or needed in my life by blocking all my gifts, calls, and letter's. I guess you feel we deserve to have no one or nothing.

There is no reason why I should be kept from my kid's, I have commited no crime and I am their mother. You are hurting my children and I have proof. It is just a matter of time that I am going to find somebody who is willing to listen and do something about it by helping me. Have Isaiah call me. I need to talk to my son. Have Isaiah talk to me. I am going to Tango.

Will: He is at Lucas having a sleep over. Last week he was hanging with Jude.

B: What about my other son Liam? Why can't I talk to him?

No response

I decided to put the blame on Will's parents because I needed someone to blame for our misfortune and I needed them to talk some sense into their thick-headed son.

Text to papa:
B: Just thought you may wanna know how your perfect so called sons are handling the mess they made of the situations with your grandchildren. You both set a very fine example. They go around cheating on their wives and beating on them in front of your grandkids. The part that you all played is largely significant in the unethical morals that you instilled in them in order to deal with the consequences of their stupid wearing actions. Your enabling ignorance of these actions has just made their lives worse. There is obviously no love or peace in your heart's because you have all chosen to give me no relief. In which has only fueled my heart to expose your hatred towards me to the world. Don't doubt for a minute I won't. I've given you all too much time already to make this right, and most of you have chosen not to cooperate with me. Now it is time for me to take matter's into my own hands, and bring my babies home where they belong with their real family that loves and respects them as people. Not burdens, or money, or commodities, and serial number's. Don't even think for a minute that I am ever going to stop caring about what is happening to my babies. I worry myself to sleep every night praying that their safely tucked in and know that they are loved. I wake up every morning and pray that they haven't forgotten about me. I cannot rest till they know without a shadow of a doubt that I love them and fight for them every minute of every day to the point of exhaustion because that is what a loving mother does.
Oh and why didn't either one of you respond to the paternity. I guess no one cares what is within the best interests of Isaiah and Liam. It should matter who their biological father is.



Will: Yes, but you need to call her to confirm that your showing up.

B: Is Isaiah sick? Why won't you have the kids call me? The court order does not state that I can't talk to them.

05/14/2017

Mother's Day and I haven't heard from my kid's since January. The narcissistic father wonders why I call child protective services to check up on my kid's. I don't know, perhaps it is because I don't know if they are safe or alive because you never pick up the phone to let me speak with them which tells me that your hiding something. Knowing you Saul your hurting my children still and trying to cover it up. So of course I am going to make a call to protect my children. If your not going to let them talk to me perhaps the police wont mind continuing to talk to my children. Hopefully my kid's won't be scared to tell them the truth about how abusive you are so they don't end up like myself, with Epileptic syndrome for the rest of their young adult lives, like you did to me.